Hey All...
Well,here I am again. I am an opiate and benzo addict trying to get clean. But, I keep failing. I feel so stupid and embarrassed to be back on day 3. Again.
I wish I could fix this. I wish it didn't have to be this hard. I am so sick I feel like I'm dying. I really wish I had made some different decisions. But here I am. And I can't change the past, I know.
I just hurt. So much.
Hope something in this post made sense.
Thanks for listening.