Hey I am right there with you. When I quit last January I was taking up to 100 pills a day of the 5mg/350mg of acetaminophen. It was awful. My body was falling apart in slow motion. I was killing myself and I couldn't stop. I would take and take and take and want this certain high that I would only get when I would first wake up. I would wake up in detox mode and have to take take all day long. I was spending 100 plus a day and it was awful.
There is a way out. You didn't die and you want the change. It can happen.
Proud of you for posting here. Keep with us man. If you quit alcohol you know how it will be to quit this. Rough for a bit and then a plan to stay sober...
hang tight.