Originally Posted by
Pelagic263 
Yeah, maybe that wasn't clear. I meant here not HERE. You guys are on your way, no need for me to hold you back. But I'm not checking out the big way here--way too stubborn for that.
I felt SO bad about wasting those people's efforts. They were gems, remarkable, so kind. They patted me on the shoulder, took my hand, and I just lost it. The least I can do is reciprocate.
It's as real as it gets.
I got it right. You mean here on SR. Who are you holding back? The only one I see is you. Let us be here for you. You have helped me many times. I may not always have the best words or even know what I am saying, but I will be your biggest cheerleader and I am a great listener.
If you are drinking, post.
If you are not drinking, post.
If you want to drink, post.
If you don't want to drink, post.
Come on. We all are from the same hell. Some of us are getting out what seems to be faster, but you don't know what we've already been through before we got here.
Don't you dare go away. I personally feel emotionally invested in your recovery. In your happiness and dammit in your wife's happiness too.