Originally Posted by
sleepie 
I don't know. "Today" started yesterday, because... I don't sleep. Yeah there isn't anything. Oh I know. Since it's raining I don't have to suffer the squalling beast child across the way who jars me every. Single. Day.
Repeatedly.
its something. I recall getting up thinking "F*** i'm not dead I guess thats good *sigh*"
i'd useally find that simple something and make it my focal point to help me through. and believe me many days there was not much to cling too. I mean if the only happy thing you got is something like this it aint much but its something. In time I started to be able to find more happy things took a while tho.
I"m a real miserable negative b**** by nature. my postive stuff takes a lot of work and effort. I'm by no means an optimist and I also dont think being a pesimist is bad either i think its a needed thing in society to balance things out. But I also dont like feeling like garbage all the time so I try to find some happy stuff to focus on if i can.