Hi all
For the first time i've actualy got it to sink into my skull that i can't allow my happiness to come from other people, or else i will fall apart as i am now if anything goes wrong within a relationship.
I need the foundations of happiness within to start a relationship & to work on myself.
Todays AA meeting, i called them this morning & they said it was a small meeting with people that had been going sometime!
On Wednesday, there will be a bigger meeting for beginners so i shall go along to that & start from scratch with others.
I don't know what to expect, will there be lots of homeless people that drink from bottles or just everyone from all wakes of life!!, i dunno. I don't even know wether to tell my (ex)gf that i'm going, as i want her to know i'm serious about this!
By the way, does anyone ever use chat?, nobody is ever on when i try!