Originally Posted by joshlyman

Hi everyone. I had a good 15 months of sobriety when I decided to screw up everything that I had been working on.

I started drinking again. I'm binge drinker (weekend warrior) and I black out 95% of the times that I drink. Yesterday I spent 9 hours at a bar. Yes, nine freakin' hours. The last two hours of the night are non-existent/a blur. I am sure that I embarrassed myself. It is such a scary feeling to have a moment when you look around and realize that all your friends had left the bar but you don't remember them actually leaving. This happens all too much to me and I am sick of it.

I am ready to quit drinking again. Sick and tired of this sick cycle