Josh,
Welcome back.
15 months clean and back out. Really have to respect the addiction.
Now you are physically addicted again. You know the drill.
I'm just over 16 months clean.
Now I say....never ever drinking again. It is a sub conscious door slam on the av.
It is avrt stuff.
You have to find a hobby to immerse into. Working out might not cut it. It gets lonely at the gym. It needs to be a group function....AA....Lions Club...etc..
Trying to help.
Thanks.