Originally Posted by
Katzen 
I know in my heart I'll never go back to over-drinking, .
The heart is a pump that pumps blood and has no opinion on whether you will overdrink or not. The brain, however, knows your drinking was out of control, that you needed alcohol in the morning to keep the shakes at bay, and it labeled you as an alcoholic. And then, even after 15 sober days, it commanded you to slam that glass of vodka and is sweetalking you into moderation with promises of never overdrinking.
You said in your post you are an alcoholic.
Originally Posted by
Katzen (btw, he had no idea I had become an alcoholic and had just become sober, I never felt or acted drunk.)
Alcoholics overdrink if they have even one.