Hey Everyone I'm back on day 4. Elle I agree you are not a waste of space. I just found out my ex went back to his ex of 2 years ago. Don't compare yourself to her. They may not even last that long even if he is married. I know it hurts, I'm hurting a lot right now. I'm also a bit obsessed with what he is doing but keep telling myself just to wipe him from my mind and get on doing other things. Its not always working though. Hope you feel better soon.