Well, I hear you loud and clear about never over-drinking again. That is a scary abyss, and perhaps peeking over the edge of it was enough to cause you to stop. I also empathize with seeing the bottle in the freezer and knowing it's there. It's comforting, in a way. I don't have advice. Everyone has to walk their own path. For many of us--including me--it's just....simpler not to drink. Do I think I could drink like a normie again? Maybe, but for now it's just easier not to. I guess the only thing I Would suggest you keep really, really clear in mind were the actions that led you to stop drinking originally. They were probably good reasons, yes? Peace.