Originally Posted by
Mountainmanbob 
Bug you have learned one good lesson -- keep a close eye on yourself. It's been working for me for a while now, I only trust myself to a certain point. I don't test myself because, I've been known to deceive myself.
M-Bob
I love your replies M-Bob. You slip some wisdom in each one. I don't trust myself at all. And I deceive myself with excuses and rarionalizations. I tried to rationalize today's mistake by telling myself lies. I am disgusted, but I have learned my lesson. Now I will keep an eye on myself. Because I can slip at any time.