Oh I am being completely honest about what I did. I have told my husband that he needs to handle the meds. My daughter is not the only one with ADHD. I take meds for it. They are kept in a safe and are doled out to me as prescribed. I am not strong enough in my recovery to handle meds. I rely on my husband.
Today I realized that I cannot fill her prescription. He has to do it, just like he has to fill mine. I long for the day that I could do it. It is coming, I just have to work my program.
I have decided to go back to my therapist. I wasn't willing to pay cash for sessions after my insurance changed. But now I realize I need therapy, so I am going to work it in my budget.