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ScottFromWI Not sure what to say LB...glad you recognize the issue, but I hope you can look seriously at a plan that will help you deal with tempation better in the future. I also thing having your husband handle your daughters meds would be a smart ideal. You put her in danger driving home high....you need to find a better way to deal with this.
Thanks Scott. I understand when you said you don't know what to say. Neither do I.
My recovery program is missing the tool to deal with impulsive actions. I am using tools from different programs, but I am mostly using Smart Recovery. I need to study it more. I need to learn how to control myself.
I have to learn to be around substances without giving in. I have to give her the pill - I need to learn that it is not mine. I did it with alcohol. I can be around my husband when he drinks. I can buy him beer. I can keep it in my fridge. I don't give in to temptation to drink. Now I have to be around pills and not give in.
I am strong enough, I won't make this mistake again.