I've got 150 days today. I got myself to a meeting and feel a lot better after a down weekend.
I want to keep my chin up too - I have so many blessings and have much to be grateful for. I am so so happy to be able to say I almost have 5 months! (I have had 6 years in the past, but then spent another 5 years off/on the wagon. I'd guess the longest I went sober over the last 5 years was 3 months?)
Mercury is in retrograde and this year has been tough - but there are good things blooming too