So , along these lines, I have an out of town high school reunion next weekend. I just finished two weeks. I know people won't care...or my close friends may just think, good for you (health or whatever...they live far away). BUT I still have this urge to lie and say I am on medication or something that will commit me from being able to mentally wiggle out of it. Is that crazy? Again, this is not for them but to stop me from thinking about it.