Hi to you (:
Congrats on your 11days sober!
I lived alone with 2 cats and as much a day sister made fun of me at the time, I look back on that time fondly.
Weekends are tough, social connections are difficult too, if you're dealing with being anxious and paranoid. I always over think things I ay and do in social settings. On the other hand tho, I find that no matter how small, even if I meet up with a friend to talk about good books we've enjoyed reading lately, it always turns out to be more fun and energizing than I thought it could be and no where near as dreadful as I feared. If you find a neighbour to share kindnesses with or even a crew at a local coffee shop to visit on quiet Sunday, sunny afternoons maybe that can be a little positivity in your weekend.
I find, I like to make plans for the following weekend on Sunday afternoons too. If I get something set up, yay, I have something o look forward to. If I don't, that's okay too because there's still plenty of time to get in touch with people.
Welcome, and
Keep visiting, keep reading keep posting. (: