Hi,
Now I can dissect everything that you said there, but perhaps you should be the one to do that. I remember taking out a pad and pen once to write down all of the pro's and the con's of that relationship. (My marriage of 27 yrs)
It was seeming to me that all of the things that I was putting on the pro side, was eventually crossed off and put on the con side.
Ex. --- I will feel alone, and have no one who loves me. Truth is, I was already alone, and I actually felt more alone in the house when he was in the house and ignoring me or "going at me". I knew I would rather talk to a wall or "count flowers on the wall" , then to have to spend another night with that non-sense.
The bad far outweighs the good when you do a pro and con list.
((((((((((((hugs))))))))))
amy