It could be really dangerous for us to give out medical advice to you. One thing I can relate to though is that I too am a professional with a high profile job. The thing I came to realize in this process though is that no job or career or image is worth my life.
See your doctor for medical advice. Make sure you are completely honest ( you know how we like to minimize/justify or rationalize our use), without honesty your doc isnt going to be able to give proper diagnosis or advise proper treatment for you. Then follow direction, dont be a know it all like me
Thats the best advice I can think of. Welcome to SR and recovery!