The crippling anxiety
Not being able to write legibly the next day
Panic attacks
Tingling fingers and toes
Gout
Absent from my family
Hiding alcohol breath with mints
Brain fog
Waking up at 3 am in panic
Washing sweaty sheets
Losing sight of goals
Stop making goals
Fights with husband when hungover/withdrawing
Unnecessary anger at everyone
Spending loads of money
Drinking at dinner, then lunch, then breakfast
Kids asking why I drank
Throwing up at work
Important memories all fuzzy around the edges
Lost friendships
Worrying loved ones
Neglecting personal hygiene
Missing important moments for others
Waking up wondering how bad the day was going to be
Identifying with people are bars during lunch
Losing promotions
Unable to drive
Obviously I could go on. . .
