I am almost at two weeks and don't know how you feel, but you didn't let anyone down. We are all struggling and growing. I used to beat myself up over my inability to follow through with moderation plans. Inevitably it led to an extended period of wallowing in drink. The fact that you came back here and this is on your mind is important. It was a mistake, a lesson learned...and lesson you passed on to me. You can dust yourself off, affirm everything you learned and focus on where you go from here. Hey, you made it through golf, so that is something. Now you know something more you need a plan for. What is done is done. It is where we go from here. You can have all those positive feelings again. And you can share with all of those who are here and all those newcomers yet to join our class. Thanks for sharing. Lets focus on what lies ahead.