jumped off wagon
Hi all,
Well I screwed up and fell off the wagon, I had been sober since 8/20/2016, last night I got really drunk, today I'm going to an AA meeting, and all I can do is promise myself that I will be sober for the next 24 hours, everything else is just junk, but I can gather myself and do 24 hours.
Feeling mad, and upset at myself, I just can't find the words to truly describe what I'm feeling, the sun came up an hour ago, and I'm doing well but just have to be sober for 24 hours.
I just need, no I want 24 hours sober.