Thank you everyone. I ended up somehow distracting myself enough to the point where I know I'm not going to drink tonight. Just don't know how many nights like this I can keep stringing along. I did buy beer on my way home from work, but I don't want to drink it now, and I've already taken my sleep meds. (But then again when did taking sleep meds stop anyone from drinking? Ha.)
After tonight, I won't really have a chance to drink until next weekend, so more than likely I'll just get rid of it before then.
Thanks to each and every one of you.