Feeling like I'm unraveling right now. My kids really upset me and I blew up at them. I need to breath
I was upstairs cleaning and had told my oldest daughter to watch the other 2 they were were outside and told her they cannot be alon and she knows that. So I come downstairs and she is insid playing the Xbox and there is some strange kid in my house that the kids just met a few weeks ago. She put her shoe in the door holding it in and let our 4 month old kitten out. I went outside to look for home and my son had wood knives a saw and some other tools out like he was playing wood shop. Yeah so this all took place within like 10-15 mins. They know better this isn't anything new. now they are playing like nothing ever even happened. I just don't know what to do anymore they won't listen and forget 2 mins later that they were in trouble.
Sorry needed to vent sooo bad I really want to drink right now. I'm not feeling as positive as I was this morning and feel like I'm about to derail