Martin1, you brought up something interesting to me.
Looking back, the anticipation and excitement over getting alcohol was more fun that actually drinking it. I often got into a very bad mood when drunk, and it would be a nightmare experience. And the blackouts. So many blackouts. Just goes to show how much sh*t your AV tries to give you and how much it tried to pull the wool over your eyes.
Anyway, so far I've had a good morning. I didn't sleep in today nor do I feel exhausted which is good. No more AA meetings till tomorrow night. Little by little I'm getting my living space organized the way I want.
Oh, and I have a neon green/yellow, avacadoe, sulphur, castor oil, olive oil, rosemary essential oil and thyme and fennugreek herbs homemade hair mask. Along with that, I've wrapped my head in seran wrap and covered it all up with a winnie the pooh winter hat haha. I guess spoiling my hair is a way to pamper myself a little
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