Thankyou both, I feel slightly nieve I didn't actually think it would be hard to give up booze! I am sat here now thinking I'll go get wine then crack on with chores how stupid!! I have no intentions of drinking! I've also realised I have very few friends who's sole aim in life is not to go out and get wrecked so am turning down invitations of going out! I do have 2 male friends who don't one is checking in with me everyday and encouraging me not to drink although I don't think he knows the extent of my drinking and the other we've just booked to go to a music festival next weekend he is my sober friend so I know I can go out with him and not feel the need to drink. I feel that I'm so boring without a drink though although I find not getting ****** stops me ******* up!