Greetings, CapitalHeart!
Great to see you on SR ... loads of support, info and experience here. I hope to see more posts of yours.
Whatever you do, please stop the drinking and driving. This is coming from someone who has TWO DUI convictions, and I thank God every day that I do. I would much rather deal with inconvenience and shame of a DUI than live with myself after killing an innocent family of four. I obviously could NOT control it so the Law did it for me, and it was a relief.
And honestly though, I bet deep down you would be happier if you just removed booze from your life completely. Please stick around and post, post, post