Thanks for the welcome. Very kind and warms my heart.
I am drinking right now. Full disclosure, right. I do not drink every day, but I certainly can crash a party. I drink too much too often. It has been increasing in the past couple years too. In fact, I have been having a drink or two at lunch now a day or two a week. And that usually leads to a drunk and hangover the next work day. I have had a couple full blackouts, and I mostly have patchy nights when I drink too much. This never used to happen. I'm scared. Really scared.
I need some tools in the tool box.