I'm back but I need your help again and always!
Been a bit dejected after starting of well in Class Jan 2015 and failing miserably.
In my absence from SR, I have taken note of when I do and when I don't drink. I can go to a party or camp out with alcohol flowing everywhere but not have a drop .
Yet here I am at home and the urge for a drink is extreme. Blackouts are common. My wife and I are business partners and work from home. We see each other all day, the kids pop in once in a while but I am lonely. WHY?
I have so much to do around the house too but as any alcoholic will tell you, "I'm going to do it tomorrow".
I need to start a Sober Recovery AGAIN
And the PLAN, yes I have the plan installed
Please help