Thank you for the kind words and the warm welcome. I do fear the urge for a drink after a few days when I'm feeling normal(or what I think is normal) . I think I've been drinking for so long, I either do not have hangovers or I live in a perpetual hangover and do not even know what normal feels like. I've stopped for a week or two before and feel fine and of course my mind tricks me and tells me "you've got this under control, just have two beers" and of course two on day one grows into the same 6,8,10,12 within a week or two.