Welcome Bowski.. ur where I was. Life is so much better without the beer.. and trust me, it only gets worse from where you are now. But you will need a plan, and support, or the best intentions fade when you start to feel a little better, or the guys offer you a cold one. This forum saved me.. I suggest joining the August 2016 class, and checking in a lot. Also AA is helpful if you need face to face support. Good luck man, you can do it if you really want it.