I can relate. (I'm also 25 as well!) Before I ever started drinking, I battled with bulimia (binging and purging) for several years. It consumed me. Once I had my first drink, however, I fell in love with alcohol, and the bulimia kinda subsided... And I apologize because I know that's not very helpful but just wanted to add that I can relate. Hopefully the wait time ends up not being as long as they say. You never know.