Congrats on 50 days Viper!
Woke up dreaming about cueing up to buy alcohol this morning. My Dad was there with me (which would be right, he's an alco), and loads of other very unattractive people. It was a dark street and I was all alone. Pretty weird. The stuff is still messing with my head.
I went to my counselor again yesterday. He's helping me draw up plans to get the rest of my life together so I don't fall back in the trap. I didn't realise how much difference having a person who specialises in drug and alchol rehab on your team makes. It's no wonder it was so difficult all the other times. I really feel gifted to have ended up with such a great, knowledgeable, supportive person to help me out. Especially considering how isolated I am geographically.
Anyhow, I hope you all have a great day/night. Need to get on with my work now.