The part about the "addictive voice" is so true. I've started really digging into love addiction and addictive love cycles... it's like my AV is trying to convince me I need exA in my life by showing me that I could DIE if he's not around. Sounds extreme but in my dream my life was in danger and he came to the rescue. It sheds more light on the fact that exA also has an AV and it's showing him things like that all the time too...
Some major food for thought