Dandy thank you
I think what is throwing me off is my comparison of myself to exA. Seemingly moving along no problem already 5 months into seeing someone else. It doesn't seem fair that I'm struggling to keep it together and he's off gallivanting around enjoying the summer. I feel like I'm light years behind where I "should" be when I look at myself next to him. Logically I know this isn't the case but it's so frustrating trying to do the right thing
I'm only one month away from the longest consecutive stretch I've ever been single and I can see why... I turn into a super lonely bundle of emotion