Good morning and congratulations on your 14 months!! I cant wait to be able to say I have 14 months!! Wow what an accomplishment!
Anyway, what I read that you said that resonated with me was when you spoke of being ' doom and gloom' and I have been told by more then one person that I tend to go to worst case scenario in alot of situations . I am trying so very hard to stay in today and not project out too far to the possible worst case scenario, By doing that hopefully I can reduce fear which ultimately reduces anxiety.
One Day at a Time.
Oh and when I was single I joined some Meet Up groups in my area. I liked that so much more cuz theres no 'dating' pressures but I got to meet like minded people who had similar interests to me. I do believe the best relationships always start with the foundation of deep friendship..
Be blessed.