It's been at a 1 for me past three days which is unusual and of course I'm thinking something is wrong because I get resentful easily and tend to hold on to them.
Been lowering my expectations, and building personal relationship with a God of my understanding and I'm finding new levels of freedom and serenity through that.
There is a situation where I caused harm in which I need to write about that I'm ignoring. I don't want to go through the feelings or tackle it alone. I've gotten some suggestions, and people are encouraging me, but I still feel like I have to look at the part I played before it turns into a resentment. It has to do with my sponsor, who cut off communications with me, and I don't have a Homegroup currently. I even went 5 days without a meeting or using the phone after it happened. I have a year clean and a lot of free time. I feel like I need to jump back into the program.