To OP:
This sounds very familiar to how my withdrawals creeped there way into my drinking life.
It took me two years of continued efforts to manage the insanity that my drinking had become. The anxiety, panic attacks, eventually hallucinations kept getting worse and worse until I was ready to finally let go of alcohol. By the time I was ready, I could not and ended up in hospital to detox. I would recommend quitting before things get worse.
....just my two cents, i realize that your situation is likely very different from mine