Alone and afraid
I am not sure why but I am feeling pretty scared today. It feels good to be a little over 14 months sober but I am beginning to feel burned out. I'm in the third year of law school and I am afraid of these two upcoming semesters and the bar exam. Sometimes I just wish I had someone to live with and love but I guess I drank and now I have to deal with the consequences of all those years drinking. I will also be 31 next month and feel strange.
Just posting to say I feel alone and since I got out of an abusive relationship I feel weak, ashamed, and stupid for letting someone treat me poorly.
I guess there is a lot about living that I have to learn.