Maybe I am completely out of line. But I feel like, if someone is not willing to actually answer the phone or call me back, then they do not deserve to know how I feel or what is really going on with me. I will continue to call my sponsor and leave a voicemail telling her if I made a meeting that day and if I called another alcoholic and who. But I will not tell her in a stupid voicemail how I feel or what my day was like. If she cant be bothered to actually talk to me, then she will not know about my feelings or the daily events of my life. I do not need to talk to a machine. I need to talk to a person who actually gives a ****. A person who is not judgmental. If she doesn't start answering the phone and acting like she actually wants to help me instead of like I have something to prove to her, then I may just stop calling her all together. Go my own way for a while. And eventually find a different sponsor.