Yankeegirl....keep your HEAD in charge. Don't seco nd guess yourself!!
You can't trust your "heart", right now. You are too vulnerable.
No contact is the shortest route for healing the pain.
You will grieve for a while...but, that doesn't mean that you have made a "mistake"....it is actually the first, necessary, stage of healing!
Keep reading that list of yours. A hundred times a day, if necessary...lol...
You will get past this...just stay the course!
dandylion