cant make up my mind
well i am seriously thinking of breaking up with him the only thing is is that the situation is the only thing i am unhappy with he makes me happy there is almost nothing wrong with him but "it". how can i break my own heart i dont think i can i am so trying to fight this depression and this at the same time this sucks my doctor told me to come back if i had suicidal or homicidal thoughts or tendancies but i am too embarassed to admit it. i really dont know if i have the balls to kill another but too many things are pushing me right now. just needed to vent and i feel this is the only safe place to write any of this thanx to everyone who listens and writes me back its greatly apprecaited to know i am not the only one that has been in this situation before.. ttfn