Originally Posted by ardy

I am so realy tried of trying and not being able to complete anything.. son is home wife has gotten fat .. he maybe leaving in 24 hours for Russia and a new job.. the house is a wreck from Ed trying to pack and not knowing how to go about it.. and now we have all of Ivan and Cara's things on top of ours.. and their 2 cats and our 3 .. slept in an in closed bedroom for the first time in my life. hot 3 cats not knowing what is going on .. 2 other cats in a bedroom crying.. as Ivan and Cara had to go out to visit friends right away.. but first Mom this is what you are doing wrong light bulbs and how dark the house is... not enough room for all of their things for fridge... had no idea they were showing up last night.. threw out 3 bags of stuff from the fridge so they would have room... the place daughter maybe putting us .. riverwest 5 blocks from the riots.. she is in Chicago... has no idea.. I wonder sometimes if I had not had kids just went and put Ivan up for adoption back in the 1970's... what would I be doing today... instead of listening to so many telling me what I can not do have to do am doing wrong and rant rant rant.. why do people like me crawl into a bottle to disappear for good...