Originally Posted by
cl9000 
I'm pretty much just at my darkest moment. I've stayed drunk for like 3 weeks. I have no plan of stopping...
Some part of you wants to quit, why else would you post to a sobriety site?
So what is one step you can do to get you closer to quitting. Throw out the booze? See a doctor about detoxing/withdrawals? Call your family and tell them you need help?