Thank you all for your feedback!
Jim, I definitely need to go back to meetings. There was much strength to be found there.
I'm fortunate that my insurance does cover therapy and inpatient treatment since I unfortunately have a qualifying illness. haha.
I definitely know I have to do the work to gain anything. Are any of you familiar with exposure therapy for OCD? AHHH! But, it did work. lol
I think I'm just going to hunt and peck around and see who/what I can find.