Originally Posted by
Dee74 
Maybe this is the root of the ambivalence problem sunshine - that you still believe there are times you can control your drinking?
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Exactly I never intend to drink so much I black out throw up pee my pants have a 3 day hangover etc... but sometimes it feels so good I don't want to stop and then THAT bad stuff happens. I guess I've put myself in a category of someone that doesn't drink daily actually only every other weekend when I'm kid free. But more often it goes to far. I don't crave it or want it at all when my son is home. But there are the times when it goes to far...