They say you have to hit rock bottom before you can change (for us become sober). Sometimes, I think this has been a crutch for me in a way. My life isn't too bad, I haven't lost a job, or been arrested...nothing really bad has happened to me from my drinking...so how bad can my problem be?
But I know I have a problem and I am destroying myself both physically and mentally. So maybe I just need to decide that THIS IS my rock bottom.
I don't want to see how bad it can be. So today I have decided to stop digging my hole. And I can only go UP from here!!
So I challenge each of you. How deep are you willing to dig? Or are you ready to only go UP from here? I hope so. You are worth it.
