Well I'm really enjoying this trip and experiencing it with sober eyes and mind. A few slightly uncomfortable situations that I worked through with my pre-packaged reasons for not drinking. I think I made more about not drinking then the people I'm visiting. its been great. I know I have a long way to go but it feels great being with good friends, not drinking, and enjoying the things I loved minus the alcohol . I'm glad I came I'm proud of myself and feel hopeful for the future. A few more days and head home to my family.