Need some support
Hi everyone. I am just looking for some support and words of encouragement/advice. I drank myself into a complete mess yesterday/last night. Something was bothering me very deeply and I drank to make it go away. Ended up making it 100x worse and I acted like a maniac to my bf. I feel so alone and ashamed and scared. I left work this morning because the anxiety was so overwhelming and have cried most of the day. Afraid I won't be forgiven this time. I know the answer is to stop drinking and these things wont happen, but right now I just need to feel like I'm not alone and things will be okay.