Hey,
I went through the same thing. My poison was vodka. I too had poor eating habits and threw up my water. I could never go out to eat with my friends or family, I was never hungry and the thought of food made me want to barf. I can finally eat now, I actually get hungry and drink bottles of water and can hold my vitamins down. I would wake up at four a.m. with my mind racing and would have to do a couple shots just to go back to sleep. I was so ashamed, so ashamed that I would have been drinking since four in the morning and throughout the day/ night. Talk about embarrassing. I'm rooting for you , I don't know you but I have your back. You can do this.