Dee posted this line as part of his response to someone..
I was prepared to change everything to stay sober
That's the crux eh? I'm still not convinced I'm 'prepared to change everything'. If I'm honest with myself I've got a side that's prepared to gamble.
Im frightened of that. How frightened ... I'm not sure.
Has anyone developed risky behaviour since becoming sober? Or know what I'm mean? Is being risky part of the addiction?
I feel I'm in a real battle with myself these days. Hopefully it's because I'm searching and not giving in.